as though her muscles had suddenly decided to flee the district. Sophie Mayor's legs gave way. She dropped to a chair. Her head lolled into her hands. Myron waited. There were no sounds. She just sat there, head in hands. When she looked up again, the gray eyes were tinged with red.

"You said something about a police lab."

He nodded.

"You used to work in law enforcement."

"Not really."

"I remember Clip Arnstein saying something about it."

Myron said nothing. Clip Arnstein was the man who had drafted Myron in the first round for the Boston Celtics. He also had a big mouth.

"You helped Clip when Greg Downing vanished," she continued.

"Yes."

"I've been hiring private investigators to search for Lucy for years. Supposedly the best in the world. Sometimes we seem to get close but..." Her voice drifted off, her eyes far away. She looked at the diskette in her hand as if it had suddenly materialized there. "Why would someone send this to you?"

"I don't know."

"Did you know my daughter?"

"No."

Sophie took a couple of careful breaths. "I want to show you something. Wait here a minute." It took maybe half that time. Myron had just begun to stare into the eyes of some dead bird, noting with some dismay how closely they resembled the eyes of some human beings he knew, and Sophie was back. She handed him a sheet of paper.

Myron looked at it. It was an artist's rendering of a woman nearing thirty years of age.

"It's from MIT," she explained. "My alma mater. A scientist there has developed a software package that helps with age progression. For missing people. So you can see what they might look like today. He made this up for me a few months ago."

Myron looked at the image of what the teenage Lucy might look like as a woman heading toward thirty. The effect was nothing short of startling. Oh, it looked like her, he guessed, but talk about ghosts, talk about life being a series of what-ifs, talk about the years slipping away and then smacking you in the face. Myron stared at the image, at the more conservative haircut, the small frown lines. How painful must it be for Sophie Mayor to look at this?

"Does she look familiar at all?" Sophie asked.

Myron shook his head. "No, I'm sorry."

"You're sure?"

"As sure as you can be in these situations."

"Will you help me find her?"

He wasn't sure how to answer. "I can't see how I can help."

"Clip said you're good at these things."

"I'm not. But even if I were, I can't see what I can do. You've hired experts already. You have the cops-"

"The police have been useless. They view Lucy as a runaway, period."

Myron said nothing.

"Do you think it's hopeless?" she asked.

"I don't know enough about it."

"She was a good girl, you know." Sophie Mayor smiled at him, her eyes misty with time travel. "Headstrong, sure. Too adventurous for her own good. But then again I raised Lucy to be independent. The police. They think she was simply a troubled kid. She wasn't. Just confused. Who isn't at that age? And it wasn't as if she ran off in the middle of the night without telling anyone."

Against his better judgment Myron asked, "Then what happened?"

"Lucy was a teenager, Myron. She was sullen and unhappy, and she didn't fit in. Her parents were college math professors and computer geeks. Her younger brother was considered a genius. She hated school. She wanted to see the world and live on the road. She had the whole rock V roll fantasy. One day she told us she was going off with Owen."

"Owen was her boyfriend?"

She nodded. "An average musician who fronted a garage band, certain that his immense talent was being held back by them." She made a lemon-sucking face. "They wanted to run off and get a record deal and become famous. So Gary and I said okay. Lucy was like a wild bird trapped in a small cage. She wouldn't stop flapping her wings no matter what we did. Gary and I felt we had no choice in the matter. We even thought it might be good for her. Lots of her classmates were backpacking through Europe. What was the difference?"

She stopped and looked up at him. Myron waited. When she didn't say anything, he said, "And?"

"And we never heard from her again."

Silence.

She turned back to the mounted deer. The deer looked back at her with something akin, it seemed, to pity.

Myron said, "But Owen came back, right?"

"Yes." She was