Now I feel like shit. She does that to me. Makes me feel like a scum ball.

“Alright, Angel,” I say as I pull her into my chest. “My c**k belongs to you.”

“You’re so crude” She giggles into my chest.

“Where is he?” Lana comes rushing into the clubhouse.

Damn did she speed here?

“Don’t give me that look; I must’ve broken every traffic law there is,” she whispers as she sees Pyro laying on the pool table.

“Oh baby,” she cries running over to him.

Mother f**k, keeping up with them two is so damn pointless.

“Sweetness, you came,” he stutters, no doubt from the drugs Doc is pumping into his veins.

“I shouldn’t of but I did.”

“You dig at my soul like the Doc is digging at my leg.” He laughs.

“How f**king romantic, Pyro. Just shut up while he works,” Lana scolds.

This has been a f**ked up day. Tatiana gets caught f**king her boyfriend, we get shot at, I get caught getting a blowjob, and Lana and Pyro are f**king nuts.

It’s a day for the books.

22

Pyro’s been milking his wounds for attention. Lana has been at his beck and call. It’s been two freaking weeks and he still won’t get up. He’s playing my best friend, and she doesn’t even realize it. Even though she wasn’t gone long, I’m happy she’s back. Her presence alone makes me feel whole. She’s my sister. After Braxxon’s incident with Bom Bom, he’s chilled out. I think I made my point and rather clearly. If I can’t have anyone else, neither can he. It’s just that simple. The club has been halfway quiet except for the fact that Snake still doesn’t know that PP is gone and even though Braxxon has declared war things have been eerily quiet. They won’t be once Snake finds out. Not only one of his children are dead, but the both of them.

Tatiana is going crazy not knowing what Haden is out doing since ZZ has her on lockdown since her screwing in the back seat of Haden’s car.

Berry, Phil, and ZZ all have given me permission to take her shopping for her graduation dress and her birthday gift. Berry said she’s too old to run around a mall. Phil is a man. ZZ doesn’t have time for dress shopping shit. Those were all of their words. Tatiana is a smart girl; she skipped the fourth grade so she gets to graduate right when she turns eighteen. Lucky girl she is.

I’ve also had a talk with her about being on birth control. Berry didn’t know she was sexually active. I’m proud that Tatiana took it upon herself to get on the pill last year. She really does have her head on her shoulders. We’ve found her dress and shoes and now it’s time to pick her present from the club. No expense spared I’m told. But when I offer to eat in the food court and for her to call Haden and have him meet us as well, I think I made her day. We walk with our bags and take a seat in a booth hidden by beautiful plants while she dials him.

“He’s not answering.” She frowns hanging up the phone. “I’ll send him a text.”

She hears a chuckle, peers through the plants, and goes ashen. Tears sting her eyes.

“What is it?” I ask her peering through one of the other plants.

“It’s Haden…he’s… he’s… with a girl from our school,” she whisper cries.

Oh, f**k me. Of all the damn shit to happen.

“What do I do, Winter?”

I pick up our bags and help her out of the booth. I’ve never been a fan of cheating if things are serious, and just because Braxxon and I are all kinds of messed up doesn’t mean this beautiful girl has to have the same relationship.

“We confront the pig; c’mon beautiful girl.”

“I don’t know if I can do this,” she croaks. “Two years, two frigging years.”

I grip her free hand tightly with mine as we walk over to the handsome little shit that has hurt my friend. I squeeze her hand letting her know I’m not going anywhere. She clears her throat and Haden jumps, his eyes going wide as he tries pushing away from the redhead he’s hanging all over.

“Baby… I didn’t know you were going to be here.”

Of all the things to say, he starts with that.

“Well I tried calling, but I can see that you were busy,” she says wiping her eyes with our hands still laced together.

“I didn’t hear my phone,” He pulls it outta his pocket and looks down before looking back at her.

“Doesn’t matter. We’re done,” she says trying to walk away.

“We’re not done baby. I f**ked up. You’re always on that club lockdown shit. I get lonely.”

Oh, wrong thing to say dude. Wrong thing to say.

“So you cheat on a biker’s daughter? You cheat on a Breakneck daughter. You’re all kinds of smart.” She smirks. “Well gotta go. I have a daddy and a lot of uncles to let know that I’m broken hearted.” She waves leaving Haden wide mouthed stupefied.

“Fuck,” he screams.

“You did awesome.” I laugh.

“It still really hurts. I’m being strong like you Winter,” she mumbles.

“Nothing wrong with a little show,” I say. “Not everyone needs to know what’s going on in that pretty little head. Your thoughts and feelings are your own. Always remember that.”

“Thank you, Winter.”

“Anytime,” I reply as we walk to the parking lot.

Tatiana was silent the entire drive. I would be too if I found out my boyfriend of two years was cheating on me while my family was on lockdown for safety.