Aurox

Waiting in the tower of the depot building gave Aurox a chance to relax. It was strange, but ever since he'd been given the responsibility of rescuing Grandma Redbird, the chaos and tumult in his mind had quieted. He was on the right path. He knew it. And when the elements reached within him and strengthened him so that his will controlled the beast, Aurox had been elated.

"I am more than a shell fashioned from Darkness." The words bounced from the stone walls of the tower. Aurox smiled. He wished he could shout them from the top of the Mayo. "I will," he promised himself aloud. "When Grandma Redbird is free and safe, I will shout that I have chosen Light over Darkness." Right now it made him feel good just to speak the words, even though he was the only one who heard them.

Unless the Goddess was listening ...

Aurox glanced up at the night sky. It was clear, and even though the depot was in the heart of downtown, an abundance of stars was visible, as well as a thin, bright sliver of a moon.

"The crescent. Your symbol," Aurox spoke to the moon. "Nyx, if you can hear me I want to thank you. You must have something to do with the fact that I can choose to be more than what created me. Darkness would not have given me this choice-it had to be you. So, thank you. And I would appreciate it if you strengthened Grandma Redbird. Help her hang on until I get there and rescue her." Feeling confident and happy, Aurox leaned against the rounded side of the stone tower, closed his eyes, and with a smile still on his face, fell into a deep sleep.

Aurox wasn't used to dreaming. He rarely remembered anything from his sleeping hours. So the fishing dream was unusual from the very beginning.

Aurox had never fished, but the dock he sat on seemed familiar. The placid lake was topaz blue and tucked within a beautiful grove of ancient looking trees. He'd never held a fishing pole before, but this one felt right in his hands. Aurox reeled it in and then let fly. The bobber plunked out in the lake with a satisfying sound. He sighed and gazed lazily down at the mirror-like water-and felt a sickening jolt of shock.

Aurox's face didn't look back at him.

Another boy's face did. He had messy, sand-colored brown hair, and blue eyes that were wide with the surprise Aurox was feeling.

He lifted his hand and it touched the face.

"This is not me," he told the inaccurate reflection, and felt the jolt of shock again. It was his voice, but it was inside the wrong body! "It is a dream. Simply an image of my sleeping mind." Aurox just needed to awaken. But he couldn't stop staring.

And then the reflection opened its mouth and Aurox heard himself speaking words over which he had no control. "Hey, get a clue. You only borrowed my choice and my goodness. It's not your own."

Dread filled Aurox. This boy-this body was speaking truth. In the reflection Aurox watched his head shake back and forth, back and forth, denying what his heart told him.

"No, I chose Light over Darkness. I made the choice!"

"Guess again, dude. I made the choice, you just coat-tailed. So ya can't afford to relax, especially if you're gonna rescue Zo's grandma."

"Zo." Aurox frowned. "I'm not supposed to call her that."

"Well, no shit Sherlock. That's 'cause I used to call her Zo. Anyway, I'm just givin' you a heads-up. Don't be so cocky. It's just not gonna be that easy for you. I'm doin' my best, but there's gonna come a time when you'll actually have to step up to the plate."

Then a fish took Aurox's line, rippling the water, disturbing its mirrored surface, and fragmenting the dream.

Aurox's eyes opened. He gasped and sat straight up. He was breathing hard. His heart was racing-so much so that he felt the beast within him stir. Aurox got to his feet and paced off his anxiety.

He looked up at the sky. The silver crescent had moved. Aurox checked the watch Stark had let him borrow. It was almost 10 P.M. Thanatos would be back for him at any moment. He needed to get himself together and make his way down to the front of the old depot building. He needed to find his confidence again and get ready to confront Neferet and Darkness.

Aurox climbed up the rusted metal ladder and then dropped from the tower to the roof of the depot. From there he hurried to the side stairs. He would be waiting as Thanatos had asked him. She was counting on him. Zoey was counting on him. They were all counting on him.

He would prove they had been right to trust him with Grandma Redbird's life.

"It was a dream. Nothing more," Aurox spoke to the empty night. His voice was reassuring, but his heart hurt as ghost-like doubt slipped within it.

Zoey

"There he is, waiting over there under the darkest part of the overhang, just like Thanatos told him to." I pointed to the Gotham City-looking entrance of the abandoned depot. Aurox was in the shadows, but his super blond hair, and moonstone-colored eyes didn't exactly keep him camouflaged. Stark pulled close to him and Thanatos opened the back door of one of the school's many SUVs, motioning for him to get in.

"This is not everyone," Aurox said after shutting the door and glancing around the interior.

"Uh, no, of course not," I said, thinking he sounded really nervous. "Thanatos pretended to split us up and send us on different errands so that Neferet wouldn't hear anything that would make her suspicious. Remember?"

"Oh, yes. Yes." He paused and then added, "Merry meet, Thanatos."

"Merry meet, Aurox. Do not be concerned. The rest of our group is joining us across the street from the Mayo."

"Are you okay? You're looking kinda pale." Shaylin spoke up from the backseat.

I craned my head around. "What kind of pale? Is his aura changing?"

"No, his aura's the same. I meant pale, pale. His face is really white," Shaylin said.

"I am fine," Aurox said firmly. "Just anxious to get this done."

"As are we," Thanatos said. "Calm yourself and save this tension for the battle."

Aurox nodded and went silent. I chewed on my lip, thinking about Grandma, and staring out the window. Thankfully, the Mayo wasn't far from the depot. Stark pulled off Fifth Street and parked in the rear of the Oneok Plaza. Another dark SUV was already there. Darius, Aphrodite, Shaunee, and Damien climbed out. Shaunee and Damien were holding their element candles. Aphrodite was holding on to Darius with one hand, and a super thick geometry textbook with her other.

"Geometry? Really? That was best choice for our pretend study session?" I realized I was doing some nervous babbling, but I seriously hated geometry.

"Pretend is the key word. We aren't really going to study. We're just pretending to study, retard."

"Yeah, okay, fine," I said. "I know we're not really studying. I'm just nervous as hell and worried about Grandma."

"Which is completely understandable." Damien hugged me. "That's why we're here. We're going to get her back." He looked at Aurox. "Are you ready?"

Aurox nodded. I didn't think he looked ready, but then again I probably didn't look ready, either, so I tried not to judge. Shaylin and I were pulling our element candles from our purses when Kalona, silent as the night itself, dropped from the sky.

"What news from the school?" Thanatos asked the winged immortal.

"Dallas and Erin have fragmented the red fledglings. They sow dissention, even within their own kind. They will have to be dealt with when this is over."

"Agreed," Thanatos said. "But the plan worked."

"It did. They are so busy lording the responsibility you have given them over the other students that they care nothing about what Zoey and you, or any of the rest of us, are doing," Kalona said.

"Erin's making a big mistake," Shaunee said quietly.

"I'm glad she's making it without you," Damien said.

"We're all glad of that," I agreed.

My Bug pulled up then, and Stevie Rae and Rephaim got out. "Sorry, y'all," she said, hurrying to us with her green candle. "Erin and Dallas were in a car behind me, so I had to pretend to start drivin' to Henrietta. Jeeze Louise, I was worried they were gonna follow me all the way, but then they turned off the highway and I realized they were just goin' to Garbee's lighting store." She paused and gave me a look. "You okay, Z? You're remindin' me of a deer in the headlights."

I blinked and realized I'd been staring at her. "It's just so weird to see you without your tattoos."

Stevie Rae lifted her hand and touched her forehead, careful not to smudge off the heavy makeup concealer that covered her beautiful vampyre Mark. "Yeah, looks weird to me, too. All you guys do."

"But we're less noticeable, and that's the point tonight," Stark said.

I understood and agreed that we all needed to keep a low profile-hell, even Kalona was wearing a long leather duster that, in the dark, actually mostly hid his giant wings. But it didn't change the fact that minus our Marks we looked strange and ordinary. Too ordinary. Tonight we needed to be powerful and confident and extraordinary. I tried to focus on the positive and believe we'd all be okay, but the truth was my stomach hurt and I was struggling not to cry.

No. I'm not crying. Weak little girls cry. Leaders act. For Grandma's sake, if not for my own, I am going to act.

"Hey, your Mark is inside. That can't ever be covered or lost or forgotten," Stark said, obviously feeling my tension.

"Thanks for reminding me," I said, touching his temporarily tattoo-free face gently.

"Let us all remember. Our power lies not in the trappings of our kind, but within, through our choices and the gifts given to us by our Goddess," Thanatos said. "And so, we shall begin. The first step tonight is the opening of our circle and the casting of a spell of protection. Once I have set the spell in motion, our circle will be cloaked. As long as the circle remains unbroken, each of the five of you will be safe. Human eyes will not see you. Human hands cannot harm you. But before and after the setting of the spell, you will all be vulnerable."

The little hairs on my forearms were standing up and I had to breathe deeply to keep from freaking totally out. I kept sneaking little glances at Aurox. He had hardly said anything since we picked him up. In my mind, I pictured the Goddess as I'd last seen her-lush and wise and strong-and prayed silently: Please, Goddess, let him be ready for this!

"Shaunee, the front of the Mayo faces south. Though it is winter, there are bistro tables outside the entrance. That is where you will position yourself with your candle. Darius, you will join Shaunee. Protect her," Thanatos said.

"I will, High Priestess," Darius said solemnly. "I will also be close enough to protect Aphrodite and Zoey, if need be."

"The tables are part of the restaurant. They're still out there because of smokers," Aphrodite explained. She reached into her purse, felt around, and tossed Shaunee a pack of cigarettes.

"You smoke?" It seemed silly, but after all we'd been through together the thought that Aphrodite was a smoker shocked me.

"Hell no. Do you know how many wrinkles smoking causes? Hello, beef-jerky-looking skin at thirty. I know about the smoking tables because I've been to the Mayo's restaurant before, so I came prepared." Aphrodite looked at Shaunee. "While Zoey and I are pretending to study, you can pretend to smoke and pretend Darius is your boyfriend. Again, pretend is an important word here. Keep in mind I can see you through the picture window and I will kill you dead if you pretend too well. Oh, p.s., order the white chili soup. That, you don't have to pretend to eat. It's good."

"Thanks," Shaunee said. "And even though you're more than kinda hateful, thanks for the loan of your Warrior."

"Don't mention it. Seriously. Ever."

"Damien," Thanatos continued, ignoring Aphrodite like the rest of us, "an alley runs the length of the east wall of the Mayo. It's poorly lit and is where they keep the refuse. You may position yourself there. Stark, you'll be with Damien. Should anyone attempt to interfere with him before the circle is cast and the protection spell is set, you are to use all of your mind control skills to make him or her begone."

Stark nodded. "I understand. I won't let anyone mess with Damien. Just like Darius won't let anyone mess with my Z."

"You have my oath on it," Darius said.

I squeezed Stark's hand. I knew he hated me being separated from him, but like me, he understood why. The circle had to be protected, and Damien's air was the first element to be called, so he'd be there-holding a candle-just hanging out in a cold, dark alley, waiting for Thanatos to walk all the way around the block and set the protective spell in place. Damien was going to be a whole lot more vulnerable than I'd be in a nice restaurant pretending to study geometry.

"Stevie Rae, Damien's alley meets a small servants' entryway in the very rear of the building, just this side of Fourth Street."

Stevie Rae nodded to Thanatos. "That's my north. Rephaim and I will be there."

Thanatos turned to Shaylin. "Cheyenne is the street that follows the west side of the Mayo. There is no adequate hiding place for you. It is simply a sidewalk beside a building beside a street. Water is the third of the five elements to be called. I will not lie to you. You will be alone until earth and fire complete the circle."

"No she won't," I spoke quickly, thankful for the words my intuition was guiding me to speak. "Nyx will be with her. She's already given Shaylin awesome gifts-True Sight, an affinity for water, and the mind power ability all red fledglings have."

"That's right, Shaylin," Stevie Rae added. "You haven't been Marked for long, so you haven't had much time to practice 'cause, well, we've pretty much decided it's not very nice to poke around in the heads of regular people, but you can do it. If someone tries to bother you, just look at them. Make them meet your eyes, and then tell them what you want them to do while you think about it real hard."

Shaylin nodded. She didn't look nervous at all. She looked rock solid. "I'll think go away, leave me alone, forget you ever saw me! Is that right?

"Yep, sure is." Stevie Rae smiled. "See, easy-peasy."

"I will watch out for you as well," Kalona said.

"No! Shaylin can handle herself. We all can. You're not supposed to take your eyes from the top of the Mayo and the balcony of Neferet's penthouse. The second you see Grandma, swoop in and save her. That's your only job tonight," I said.

"Not true, young Priestess," Thanatos cut in. "Kalona is my Warrior, and as such he has a responsibility to protect our fledglings, as well as me." She walked to Kalona. "Shadow me as I cast the circle and set the spell. Watch over our people. Be sure that the stage is set for what we mean to accomplish tonight." Thanatos's gaze shifted to me and then to where Aurox stood at the edge of our group. "Until the circle is cast, you are not to enter Neferet's lair."

"I will wait until I feel the infilling of the elements," Aurox said.

"Remember, Aurox, without the strength of the elements, you have no way to control the beast, and it will emerge when Neferet realizes you have come for her prisoner," Thanatos said.

"I will remember," he said.

"And I will be sure your circle is cast," Kalona said. "From the sky I will watch over you. I will watch over all of you." The winged immortal turned his cold amber gaze to Aurox. "You realize I cannot help you. You will have to battle your way from Neferet's lair."

I felt a little start of surprise. I'd been so focused on getting Grandma safe that I hadn't even considered what was going to happen to Aurox afterward.

"Wait, can't you carry both of them out of there?" I asked Kalona.

"Safely? No. There are some limits to my immortal strength," Kalona said. "Aurox, if I drop you from the sky will you be killed?"

It was so bizarre, listening to Kalona question Aurox about falling from the sky like he was asking him if he liked ham and swiss, or turkey and swiss better.

Aurox made a restless movement with his shoulders. "I believe that would depend upon whether the beast within me has manifested or not. The beast is much more difficult to destroy than am I."

"When Grandma is safe, we'll recall our elements." Now I was sounding as bizarrely calm as the two of them. "Aurox, let the beast take over enough for it to help you fight your way out of there."

"Do you believe that is possible?" Thanatos asked him.

"Perhaps. I think it will depend a great deal upon Neferet. I-I have not considered getting out, only getting in," Aurox said.

"I agree with Zoey. Use the beast. Neferet needed a sacrifice to control it before. She will need to do so again, and we will have taken her sacrifice," Thanatos said. "It can get you to safety. When you come to yourself again, make your way back to the House of Night."

Aurox's face seemed to brighten. "To stay? I'll be able to go to school there?"

"That is a question too great for me to answer alone. The High Council must decide your fate," Thanatos said.

I held my breath, waiting for Aurox to bail out-to realize that he was basically on a suicide mission, to tell us all to go to hell in a handbasket, and take off.

He didn't do any of those things. Instead, he met my eyes and said, "I have a question for you."

"Okay, what?"

"What does it mean to be coat-tailing on someone?"

I couldn't have been more surprised if Aurox had crouched down and given birth to a litter of kittens. For a second, I couldn't even think of an answer, and then I blurted, "It means that you haven't earned what you've been given, but that someone else has, so you're riding his coattails and getting credit that way."

Aurox's face was an emotionless mask. He drew a deep breath and let it out slowly. We were all staring at him, but he didn't say a word. He just stood there, breathing and looking like an almost-statue.

"Okay, so, who are you coat-tailing?" Stark's voice cut the silence.

Aurox turned his moonstone eyes on my Warrior. "No one. No one at all, and tonight I will prove that." Then his gaze found mine again. "When I feel the presence of the elements I will go to Neferet. When Grandma is safe, do as you said. Withdraw the elements. Then flee. I will not chance harming any of you, and I cannot be certain that I can retain any control over the beast. Tell Grandma that I said her sanctuary is more important than mine." His eyes swept our group as he said, "Merry meet, merry part, and merry meet again." Aurox walked away from us, jogging quickly across the street, and disappeared within the front doors of the Mayo.

"This night is gonna suck for him," Stark muttered.

"Hello, understatement," Aphrodite said. "This life is gonna suck for him."