My gut sinks, and I get it.

“I’m not going anywhere. I’ll always be yours,” I reassure you. “So, what are you going to do?”

You shrug, “Not much choice. Joining Hades Runners, I guess.”

“I’ll be here. I’ll always be here.” I rub your back trying to calm your frayed nerves.

You pause and then mumble, “Thank fuck.” you come to me with such force. You slam your lips against mine and lift me up by my ass so that my legs move around your hips. You lean me against the hood of a car. We kiss, but it’s more than that. We are a frenzy of groping hands and labored breaths. I claw at your back wanting you as close to me as you can be. I hitch my leg up and you grind your hard length against me. It’s the first time I feel you and I don’t want to wait anymore. I want you inside of me.

“Gunner,” I whimper.

You search my eyes, understanding my plea,“You sure?”

I nod.

“Give me your words, Mouse.”

“Yes. Yes, Gunner. I want you.”

Your eyes darken, and then everything becomes more frantic. You whip my shirt over my head, and take my breast into your mouth. Your tongue swirls and then you nip. Already this feeling is new to me. My nipples harden in response and I arch into your touch.

Next, goes your shirt and my hands explore. You’re in complete control, guiding how you want everything to go. I’m glad since I have no experience. I want to please you, but deep down I wish you didn't have so much experience. I wish I was your first like you're mine, but I can't change that. I’m just glad that you’re taking me there.

You rid me of my pants and panties next, the white cotton discarded on the dirt ground. The metal beneath my back is warm, that added with the late sun beating on my face, makes a trickle of sweat run along my hairline.

You trail kisses along my hip bone and I run my fingers through your hair.

Down you go.

Further.

I’m exposed.

You’re mouth presses hard on my clit. It’s shocking but it feels good. I trust you. You slide your tongue up and down my slit and then you push a finger inside of me. Your tongue moves fast and your finger hooks deep inside of me. You stroke me. Then you suck me.

I’m withering, experiencing feelings I’ve never felt before. I thrash my hips back and forth. “Be still, Charlie. Relax.”

I see moisture dripping from your lip onto your chin. I’m fascinated by it. I want to memorize the way you look coated in my wetness.

You place your arm over my stomach holding me in place. Another flick of your tongue and I feel your finger curl inside and then I’m exploding. My hips are shaking and I’m having an orgasm like you’ve never given me before.

“It’s gonna hurt, Charlie. You know that, right?” I like hearing you call me Charlie as much as I like Mouse.

I nod giving you the okay because I want the pain. I want everything from you. The good, the bad. The pleasure, the pain. I want it all. You’re the only one that takes away the loneliness.

You kiss me and I taste me, but I taste you too.

“You don’t know how long I’ve dreamt of being inside of you. You’re the only good thing I have and I can't wait to sink into your slick pussy. You ready for me?”

“Yes.”

“Yes, what? Words, Charlie.”

“Want you inside of me. Take me.”

Your dick presses against me and then slowly you push inside. It hurts. I close my eyes and revel in the burn. You’re doing it to me, so I’ll cherish it. You go slowly until you're all the way seated. My eyes flash open in surprise. you're deep. So. Very. Deep. You stare in my eyes. You see me.

Every.

Single.

Part.

Of.

Me.

I want to be a good lover to you. I move my hips up and you still, making sure you have the go ahead.

“So fucking tight. Ain't nothing sweeter than this, baby. I’m gonna move more now. You good?”

“So good,” I say and commit to memory the look of bliss that covers your face. It’s a look I’ll never forget. You look at me with so much feeling in your eyes.

You rock forward and out again. I’m hanging on to you and moving my hips in time with yours. It hurts, but it doesn't matter. It’s you and it’s right. You back up so you’re not completely on top of me, and then you’re out of me.

You stand and I watch as your cock glistens. You pull my feet so I’m at the edge of the car and then you push into me again. My tits that feel so full and heavy bounce with each thrust. It’s a different sting, but it doesn’t hurt the same way. You move fast and your eyes burn with lust.

“So fucking sexy. Grab your titties.”

I do as you say and grab my breasts. It feels good.

“Good. Now, use your fingers and roll your nipples.”

I do that too and it makes me quiver tight in my pussy.

“Fuck, I want to go deeper. Can you take more?”

“Everything. Give me it all,” I pant.

You grab my ankles lifting my legs high on your shoulders. You lean forward, nearly bending me in half and you slam hard. You hit so deep, I scream. Your hair falls in your eyes and you lean my head close to my legs. You pump in and out of my body and my eyes start to roll in the back of my head.

“Gunner,” I cry out, experiencing all of you and all of the ways your body can fill mine. Pleasure ripples through me. “Oh, God! I think I’m going to come again.”

“Don’t fight it. I can’t wait to feel your tight little cunt clench around me.”

I couldn't fight it if I tried. You push and pull back and push and pull back and then I’m clenching all around you.

“Fuck,” you roar and slam down on me again and again. Then, your thrusts change. You slam down hard once, then pause. Twice, pause and again, until you groan loudly. Your eyes are fierce and your face is beautiful. I’ve never seen you look so happy. I’ve never seen you so pleased. I’m happy. I gave that to you and you gave me so much more in return. You kiss me and kiss me again and again until you slowly pull out of me. I feel the loss, but I’m not alone because you cradle me in your arms and whisper promises about a future. I tell you I’m yours and I want more from you. I want this again. Today and tomorrow.

“I promise, Mouse. I’ll give you the world.”