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Her mom reached over and brushed Kylie's hair back. "He was a good father. For years, most of those sixteen years, he was a good husband. He deserved a woman who loved him as much as he loved her. He never had that. How unfair was that to him? Maybe after al that time, he just couldn't handle it anymore."
Kylie knew her mom had made valid points. Things she should consider when she reevaluated her relationship with her dad. "He could have just asked for a divorce. He didn't have to start cheating with someone practical y my age."
"I'm not saying he's right. Or that he's perfect. But he loves you, baby. He loved you even when he didn't have to."
Before her mom left, she made Kylie promise to cal her dad again soon. It was a promise Kylie intended to keep, but not today. Probably not even tomorrow.
* * *
"Why does romance have to be so complicated?" Kylie blurted out as she barged into Holiday's office later that night. Kylie had been in her room since her mom left, thinking about her dad and mom and Daniel and comparing al that to what she felt for Lucas and Derek. It wasn't the same thing, but in some smal way, it almost felt like it was.
Holiday looked up from the paper on her desk. If the woman's expression was any indication, she was in about the same mood as Kylie. Confused and hurting. No doubt, Holiday and Burnett had butted heads again.
"Good question," Holiday answered. "I personal y think the gods did it just to piss us off."
Kylie dropped down in the chair across from her desk.
Leaning back in her chair, Holiday studied her. "You've been quiet al day. Did the visit with your mom go okay?"
Kylie decided to spil the beans. "Daniel Brighten, the ghost, is my real father."
Holiday nodded. Not the reaction Kylie expected.
Kylie felt her gut tighten. "If you tel me you knew this al along, I'm gonna be so pissed."
"I didn't know." Holiday held up her hand. "I suspected. There's a difference."
"You should have told me."
"It doesn't work like that."
"Wel , I don't like how it works," Kylie barked.
Holiday let go of a sigh. "Sometimes I don't, either."
They got quiet. Music from the dining hal wafted into the room. A party was going on. A celebration of sorts for not having to close down the camp and for the decision to make the camp a boarding school. For many of the campers, it would be a lifesaver.
"Everything else okay?" Holiday asked.
"Yes." Then Kylie felt that if she didn't get it al out she would burst. "No, it's not okay. I like two guys. One left so that should make it easy, right?
Especial y since the one who left is probably off having kinky sex with his she-wolf. But no, I've got my mom, my dad, and Daniel's story in my head tel ing me how it's not fair to care for someone if you care for someone else." She stopped talking just so she could breathe.
"I'm sure that not's easy," Holiday said.
"Oh, I'm not finished yet. It gets better, because this guy, the one I like, has the power to toy with my emotions. And when I'm with him, I feel as if it's too good to be true. That makes me wonder if maybe what I'm feeling is real. Maybe he's just using his power to make me think I real y like him."
Holiday frowned. "I don't think Derek would do that."
Okay, Kylie knew Holiday would figure out who the boys were, but hearing his name made Kylie's chest clutch.
"Then again," Holiday said. "Derek is male. Their logic isn't the same as ours."
"So you agree; he could be doing this, couldn't he?" Kylie asked.
Holiday looked as if she'd been put on the spot. "He could, but again I don't think Derek is that type."
"I don't think he is either, but..." She closed her eyes. "I'm just feeling so confused."
Holiday sighed again. "I wish I could tel you it gets easier when you're older. But where men are involved, there always seems to be some bafflement."
"And then there's Daniel," Kylie seethed. "Now that I need for him to show back up so I can ask him what the hel I am, he's not cooperating. He's off playing golf or poker with St. Peter or whatever men do in heaven. Or heck, maybe he's found himself some hot too-young girlfriend like my dad has and decided to drop me in the grease, too."
Holiday laughed. "Have you considered that maybe Daniel wants you to find this out for yourself?"
"Oh, that's so not fair," Kylie said. "Your parents didn't die or anything and leave you to go scrambling around to find out what you were. You were born knowing it."
Holiday shook her head. "Everyone's journey is different. Why don't you make that your next quest?"
Kylie slammed back in the chair. "I don't want another quest. Why can't it just be easy?"
Holiday grinned. "Easy is no fun." She sighed. "As much as I hate admitting it, if men were easy to figure out, they probably wouldn't be as much fun as they are."
"Yeah, but feeling as if your life is raining chaos isn't fun. And that's what I've felt for the last two months."
Holiday frowned and reached over and patted Kylie's hand. "And I'm about to make some things even more difficult for you."
"What?" Kylie pul ed her hand away from Holiday.
The camp leader frowned and pul ed a letter from her desk drawer. "I wasn't going to give you this, but then ... I remembered what you said about me being too protective."