Beautiful Beginning Page 4
He slowed as my body calmed, and kissed my clit, my hip, my thigh, before gently pushing me so that I rolled over onto my back. I slid my hand up my stomach, over my breast, and rested it on top of my pounding heart. I hadn’t forgotten that I was probably in trouble for offering Bennett’s favorite foreplay without reciprocating, but damn, I needed a minute to relish the effects of the Mighty Bennett Ryan Oralgasm.
“That was so f**king good,” I mumbled, catching my breath. “I think your mouth is its own Greek god. Tongueseus.”
He climbed over me, eyes on fire. “I know what you’re doing.”
I opened my eyes and let the blurry shape of him form before asking, “What am I doing?”
He moved to straddle my ribs, and I smiled, running my hands up his thighs as he reached for himself, and made a long, slow pull down his length. His voice came out like liquid smoke when he said, “You think you’ll win this battle.”
“What battle?”
He laughed, and reached for the mattress beside my head, bracing himself as he hovered over me. His c**k was only an inch from my mouth and he leaned forward and, with his free hand, rubbed the tip over my bottom lip. Without thinking, I slid my tongue out, tasting the small bit of wetness there. I felt my mouth water, my ni**les tighten. I wanted him in my mouth, wanted to see him move in, and out.
He moved back a few inches so I had to watch as he stroked himself slowly in front of me.
“I can see your pulse in your neck.”
Swallowing, I asked, “So?”
“So,” he started, wearing a cocky smile, “I can see how much you want this.” He leaned forward again, barely touching his c**k to my lips before retreating. “You want it in your mouth.” His hand began to move faster, and I heard his breath catch. “You want it on your tongue.”
He was right. I wanted it so much my skin felt tight and overheated.
“Not as much as you do,” I said, voice strained. “You couldn’t go a day without sex.”
He paused before leaning back and pushing himself farther down my body. For a single, perfect moment, I thought he was going to spread my legs and angry-fuck the daylights out of me, but instead he tilted his head, looked down at me, and then stood.
“What are you doing?” I asked, pushing up onto one elbow so I could watch him pull on his boxers.
“Proving you wrong.”
He walked to the door and disappeared.
“Why are you so f**king stubborn?” I yelled after him, and all I heard was his amused snort halfway down the hall. “And—if you recall—I gave you head in the shower this morning so technically you already had sex today!”
He’s coming back, I thought. Totally one hundred percent coming back. I can wait it out.
I lay back, stared at the ceiling. My skin was flushed, and between my legs I felt heavy and fevered. My body hadn’t caught up with my brain yet, and still wanted to chase after him, beg him to take me for real this time: man parts in woman parts, moving a lot and very fast.
The sound of the fridge opening cut through the silence in the bedroom, and I bolted upright. Was he getting a f**king snack?
Before I could think better of it, I was racing down the hall, completely naked. My feet slipped on the hardwood floors and I wheeled around the corner just as he closed the fridge with an armful of food.
“Are you f**king kidding me right now?” I asked, stopping short only inches from where he appeared to be making himself a sandwich. “You’re going to have a f**king turkey wrap?”
He turned to look at me, letting his eyes move from my face and down over every one of my naked curves—the bastard couldn’t even hide how much he wanted to f**k right now—before returning his attention to my face. “I suppose until my fiancée stops being a teasing bitch or my dick learns to suck itself, I may as well have a bite to eat.”
“But . . .” I started lamely, searching for the best way to suggest he eat me again without incurring his sexually frustrated wrath. I scowled at his amused half grin. “Rude.”
“You want sex, you do it on my terms. Tonight’s the night, Mills. Actually,” he said, giving me a self-satisfied smile, “tonight is the last night I f**k you while you still have that name.”
Now this I couldn’t let slide. “We haven’t exactly agreed on anything in the name department, Ryan. I’m still gunning for Chloe Myan and Bennett Rills.”
“Tell me when you’re ready to get it, Chlo.” He held my gaze for several silent beats and then leaned down close enough that all I had to do was lean forward an inch to kiss him. I started to, but he pulled just out of reach. “When you say ‘please, Bennett, I need it’ I’m going to f**k you so hard you won’t be able to sit down for days without remembering it.”